Missing Her

So today i am missing her.. Her birthday was a couple of days ago, and i know some of you will remember my post about her last year...But my grandpa came for dinner today and all i can say is that he is amazing.. I can't imagine losing my sweetheart at such a young age...She was so gentle, so loving and so tenderhearted...I want to strive to be more like her. I feel like life is too short to focus on the negative things, that is why i have been thinking so much about her. She just lived life to the fullest.. I guess i always feel bad for my grandpa around this time of year, but i know she is near, that is what helps me when i feel this way. A couple of days ago i had to go to the er..i thought i had a kidney stone...but i didn't. but i while laid there waiting to find out what the heck my problem was, she came to my mind...and how she must of felt to find out she had cancer...go to through radiation, and not have it be successful...and also being reminded of her withering body, and watching her body slowly fail her.. My everyday trials seem so minimal to what i have seen others go through...or still are going through. So today i missed her, and i have a thought of her throughout the holidays....

SANTA is back in Business

If you don't want your kiddos to be this............................ Then tell them HE won't come.......................................

Yep it is that time of year everyone.....Christmas is right around the corner..and if you are looking for a GREAT santa to come to your party, let me know...I DEFINATELY know a good one....well I might actually be married to one...He loves doing it, and it is just a fun way to have SANTA even come visit and tell them they if they are not good, he won't come back on Christmas eve...it has worked in the past, so let me know if you are interested....